Wednesday, March 27, 2002
The party is winding down. Such a strange word, winding. It doesn't really look the same when I type it. It wasn't so long ago that I was just graduating college, looking forward to a brand new job at a great firm. It feels like a long time ago, really - but it's not. Time goes in slow motion when you work 15 hour days for weeks on end in a job that suddenly won't be there next month. It will dissappear into the ether where all jobs and all work eventually go. How did I get here? I really don't know sometimes. I keep telling myself it's great experience, but then I feel myself losing a grip on those things that are the most important things in life. You know, friends, family, God - whatever. Those things you can't just nail down and explain. I am afraid if I lose them for too long, they will never truly return. It's like I'm falling down a hole and every once and a while I wonder how long it will take me to climb back out once I hit bottom. Or is there a bottom? Will I just fall forever?
posted by Ryan 10:44 PM
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